JOHNNY
Johnny was so into friends/
when something bad would happen he'd blame it on somebody else/
counting on people for help/
didn't realise he was all by him self and he had to do it him self/
living in heaven choosing hell/
made it hard on him self caught up in his own spell/
up until now he always stood up after he fell down/
will he still stand in the end/
oh well the ending is near he still ain't used to that same old smell/
of misery you probably won't tell but on the inside his soul yells/
and melts down like ice cream in this cold hell/
nobody likes me were his words while travelling searching for fame cash and wifey/
the mic he spits on is much more precious than his life be/
most unlikely a man to sell his soul faster the lower the price be/
offered like a little fish he doesn't stand a chance in these waters/
following big fish not listening to his mentally big father/
bout to be a baby father dreaming bout a baby daughter dreaming bout the dreams he bought her/
knowing if he keeps going on like this all of em dreams will be slaughtered/
like surprise attacks forty one on pearl harbour/
when happy the enemy misery will always strike harder/
so now it's time for him to focus on some other things/
instead of smoking till the break of dawn debating about governments/
take time for him self and his future child to feel the love it brings/
if he dies without tasting his dreams that’s the biggest punishment/
Mary was so into her self/
not the type to turn around or even care for somebody else/
didn't count on people for help/
even though she could depend on her friends she felt like doing it herself/
what if her heaven turns into hell/
from fairy tale to nightmare can she get back on trail/
up until now she never fell down/
but if she does will she stand again in the end/
oh well her ending is near she still ain't used to that same old smell/
of expensive perfumes independent female who won't sell/
her body her sex is sacred can't be a job or hobby/
no lack discipline like Johnny she a fighter like Adrian standing by her Rocky/
her five year old son she fought for in court/
against the same man who she had intercourse with/
five years before this young ones exploring/
when pregnancy test showed em reality no warning/
the man left the next morning/
years later started calling but not in any form had he been child supportive
so to her he wasn't important/ just didn't want her son to end up in an orphanage/
cause if he did it would basically be the same thing as an abortion or/
ending up in a covin her job was a form of precaution/
her son was her only offspring and like her job she lost him in the process/
but still addicted to material objects/ so now she lives in a club stripping dancing topless/
Sunny was all alone by him self/
from the age of eight he felt like he was locked up in a cell/
couldn't count on people for help/
never knew pops moms wouldn't tell who he was so he had to find out for him self/
trapped between heaven and hell/
a small boy always arriving in class after the school bell/
up until now he only fell down/
will he be standing in the end/
oh well his ending is near he still ain't used to that same old smell/
of that same small room he's been in since his mom was no where to be found/
ten years later look at who he became now/
rarely smiles like James Brown he got and he stayed down/
water falls out of his eye like rain falls out of the clouds/
still a child but like a grown up feels married staying true to his vow/
he took a shall meet my father one day one way or an other/
and I got to much pride so I won't be taking the paper my mother sends me/
don't need cash I need mother love/
a father to give me advise not to mention brother hugs/
I only spoke to him years ago on the telephone/
him moms and me a family split up for ever away from happy home/
they both let me go irresponsible evil people/
up until now Sunny knew exactly as much as we know/
about moms where she is what she's doing and what about daddy/
his mother is Mary stripping in the club his father is buried in the cemetery/
and his name is Johnny/